tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-93966182011-04-22T08:47:31.913+08:00This blog is about me. Me and my thoughts. There won't be droning entries of what I do everyday, only the thoughts I'm entertaining day by day. Don't beat around the bush with me. Go straight to the point. That privilege belongs entirely to me. Tsk.hypnotic monkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02670714581054719739noreply@blogger.comBlogger1431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9396618.post-69995772471270777112008-02-09T07:22:00.000+08:002008-02-09T07:46:22.050+08:00

1st day of CNY, went down to Play for 2 queens party, before going down to Herstory.Reached Play at around 10pm and saw some of my friends there. The place was quite quiet. But the crowd soon came in after 11pm. The place was quite happening. Getting crowded. But too bad we need to leave for the Herstory party. The music was good, and the crowd was there.Too bad, went to Herstory, and there were

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For the past month, I allowed myself to degenerate. I ignored the overdue bills, can't be bothered to update my diary and indulged in computer games and HK dramas.Games.Dramas.Tuitions.Dramas.More gaming.More dramas.I planned my tuitions no longer by the week, but by the day.Sometimes dont even go at all.Losing hundreds of dollars by the week.I'm glad that's all over now.Finally, I'm attending

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To be honest, you irritated me in more than 1 occasion... and I'm not even complaining. Fuck you!

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I had already said before, whatever I have given out, I would not take it back. It's a dumb thing to do. And if I have to repeat it again to get it through your thick skull and into your head..I DO NOT TAKE THINGS THAT I HAVE GIVEN OUT BACK.me: "U can dispose e thing anyway u want, I dont want it anymore. Pls sort out your thoughts before talking to me again. Friends don't behave like that. And I

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Stages Of A Break Up"Please, stay with me tonight, please!" "I'm sorry, but I don't love you anymore, I can't." Sound familiar? So what's next?You're sweating, shaking, and feeling as if the world will soon come to an end. Everything you believed in- love, respect, loyalty- has all vanished at lightning speed. You told yourself that if you treated her/him right, she/he'd be with you forever.Wrong

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The presentation, given by psychologist Joyce Illfelder-Kaye and graduate assistant Shenay Bridges, explained the four stages of the mourning and recovery process and strategies to cope with a difficult breakup.The first stage, which can last anywhere from a few hours to a week, is a state of shock.This stage is characterized by slow, disorganized thinking, feelings of numbness and a lack of

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honestly, she's not my type and i've already given up the idea of wanting her to be my gf.but why did her every word affect me so much? because i can't let her go? or bruised ego?i suspect it's more of the latter.

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Buddy's right. She's a slut and blardy bitch and not worth me wasting my energy on..my time should be spent on someone else who will appreciate my effortsand worthy of it..Who does she think she is? queen? my ass.

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The recent spate of events have left me blank, not knowing how to react.Up the rollercoasterWe got very close.I confessed my feelings for her.She said yes... to an open relationship...3 days later, she told me she can't commit.DownhillMonday, I asked her out for dinner as my tuition was cancelled.She couldn't make it. Suddenly the sms came."Im sorry i cant find time..n because of tis, i realised

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sad sad

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sad

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The silence is deafening

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Celebrated Halloween at Zouk. Just uploaded the photos. I always thought Halloween is non-existent in Singapore, till I went to Zouk that night! (yes it's the first time I've been to a Halloween party, dont laugh.)Whoa! There were lotsa nurses, students, witches and devils! Some dressed like geisha, snoopy, magic mirror, etc. Basically everything you can think of. Went and joined my friends there

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yes or does that mean no?Or no conclusion yet?So confusing... Care to tell me directly? heee

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"Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness." - Carl JungSometimes, in life, you meet irritating and sickening idiots who take you for granted.When they need help, you would go all out to help them.When you don't, they would start whining and say you don't treat them like a good friend.But yet sometimes,

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Realised how much I had blogged about her a year ago. Here. But I didn't know if she knew I meant those posts for her. Yet I finally realised some people got the wrong idea and thought the posts were meant for them. *laughs* I'm such a stupid fool when it comes to unspoken signals like this last time.Especially this post. I actually followed this. I let her go, wishing her happiness and hoping

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Venus's placement in our chart provides insight into who we are attracted to and who is attracted to us. Your Venus Sign defines what you love and how you love it. Venus (in conjunction with the Moon) governs our emotional life and relationships of all kinds. Imagine Venus as a warm glow -- it does, after all, rule your sensory organs and all that feels good, both emotionally and sensually.If you

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quite true... really... can't help but blog it again.. from an old entryFor the true Cancerian, love has a lot to do with security. It also has to do with affection, kindness and sympathy and, if the moment is right, intense passion. But most of all, love has a lot to do with Mother. If Cancer becomes truly involved, then Mother enters the scene - although, hopefully, in a psychological sense and

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蔡依琳 陶喆-今天你要嫁给我春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤微风吹来浪漫的气息每一首情歌忽然充满意义我就在此刻突然见到你春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒微风吹来意外的爱情鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离我就在此刻突然爱上你听我说手牵手跟我一起走创造幸福的生活昨天你来不及明天就会可惜今天嫁给我好吗jolin in the housedt(david tao) in the houseour love in the house

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maybe it's all stupid wishful thinking on my side. what a joke.

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I'm stupid. I'm dumb.More than a year ago, I let her go.I like her, really. Really.I was going through one of the darkest period in my life. She was by my side. Giving me the support I needed. But I felt damned inferior and inadequate.Another person was after her. So much better than me in many many ways. I let her go. Without telling her my feelings. Thinking she would be better off with that

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Great, addictive puzzle game. have a go! There's "Trapped 4" and "Trapped 5 of the trapped series.

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Who says singaporeans are apathetic and don't give a hoot about Singapore?If only our youngsters say the pledge with the same fervor.

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It's been a very long time since I blogged. "How's life?" you asked?This Is My Life, RatedLife: 4.4Mind: 5.1Body: 4.5Spirit: 5Friends/Family: 5Love: 0Finance: 2.3Take the Rate My Life QuizYour Life Analysis:Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number

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They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those

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DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizotypal Personality Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Personality Disorder:LowBorderline Personality Disorder:LowHistrionic Personality Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Personality Disorder:LowAvoidant Personality Disorder:HighDependent Personality Disorder:LowObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Take the Personality

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I won't talkI won't breatheI won't move till you finally seethat you belong with meyou might thinkI don't lookbut deep inside in the corner of my mindI'm attached to youI'm weakit's truecause I'm afraid to know the answerdo you want me too?cause my heart keeps falling fasterI've waited all my life to cross this lineto the only thing thats trueso I will not hideit's time to try anything to be with

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Who am I kidding?I still like you.I thought I don't anymore.But I still am.

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So it was just an infatuation.*smiles.

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I tried to leave you alone.I tried to let you make up your own mind.I stayed silent when you discussed with others about your job offer.It would be selfish of me to ask u to stay if you hate this job.I hate to see you go.Finally you asked me directly when we are alone if you should stay.I tried to rationalise the whole situation for you and convince you to stay and not to take up the job

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If I ask you not to go, will you stay?Nothing saddens me more than seeing you leave. Everyday I long to see your face, hear your laughter. Whenever you are not around, I felt empty. I felt incomplete. I know we can't be together. But just seeing you each morning makes my day. Anticipates the coming of every Monday and dreads the end of each Friday.Never expect I would end up falling in love with

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wendy, if you're reading this, thankyou for the night :) been years since i enjoyed myself in a club.All the fatigue, stress, lousy sales, fucked up wednesday, etc, it's all worth it. Simply because of these 2 sentences from you. :)

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Calling on the stars to fallAnd catch the silver sunlight in your handsCome for me and set me freeLift me up and take me where I standShe believes in everythingand everyone and you and yours and mineI waited for a thousand yearsFor you to come and blow me out my mindHey LylaThe star's about to fall -So what you say LylaThe world around us makes me feel so small LylaIf you can hear me call then I

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Got a last minute call from Shereen to go down to Thumper. A few friends had ask me but I turn them all down as I'm really, freaking, darningly broke. But she was really depressed and I wanted to be there for her. Quickly rushed home to get changed before going down to meet her. Told me a friend's friend would be there as well but she only knew her for a few days. Turned out this fella she was

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Yea, I'm bored. As in BORED. Till I dont even know what title to put for my blog. My mind needs stimulation and I need some excitement in my life. Like the body starved of food, my brain is malnourished. So, till then, bear with boring titles like this one.Had a terrible Monday. Lynn and May, 2 of my closest colleagues took MC. Missed them badly. My sales was horrid.Closed only 1 on the morning

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Lately, there have been quite a number of events going on. The London Bombing, lousy weather and death. It's true, 1 thing is for certain. Death.The series of unfortunate events.A week after my birthday, I fell sick. For 12 years or more, I have never been down with a fever. Not even during SARS. Never knew how terrible a fever will make me feel. Helpless. Lonely. And on that same day, my friend

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If you see it right away, you're among the few who do. If it takes you a while, don't worry, it's one of those illusions that are supposed to trick your eyes into not seeing something that is obvious. If you still don't see it, try standing back about four or five feet from the screen. The cow's head takes up most of the left side of the picture. And it's looking right at you.

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Half an hour ago, i was fuming mad.. now i'm ok already.. not so bad.. but just felt that the person was unreasonable.I shared a cab back home with 2 friends. After dropping the second friend off at Bishan, I noticed that the meter fare was $7+ excluding the midnight charge. Then, finding the taxi driver going by a very weird ruote, I asked the uncle where was he going to go to Woodlands. He said

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It's June! I remembered telling some of my friends that I will be happier when it's ard june. One of the reasons is that I will be getting my commission + basic pay around this month or the next. But I was wrong.. Till now, I'm still doing nothing in the office! Guess I shouldn't be counting my chickens before they hatch, really.Nonetheless, I'm definitely a happier person as compared to 2 months

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From the herstory forum, by jules`d:what is exactly makes an andro, an andro? i mean currently in the lesbian community there are grey areas where labels that are used now do not apply. it makes you think, aint it funny that we are stereotyping ourselves to labels when we are advocating gay rights that demand non-stereotypical views from the society around us? hmm. when will these human nature

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相传每年农历七月七日之夜，牛郎织女会于银河上的鹊桥相会。此看似浪漫的七夕之约，背后原来是一段仙凡苦恋。 One day, I was chatting with 3 friends about the 牛郎 and 织女. Being an avid fan of myths and legends since I was a child, I stated that they meet on the seventh day of the seventh month of the Lunar calendar, 农历七月七日. All of them disagreed, insisting that the couple meet on the fifteenth day of the first month instead (农历正月十五).

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i've learnt.. to stop my cynical and skeptical view of people.. to reduce looking at people's bad points.. to find the good in them... and to learn from their strengths..

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If you knew, I didn't mean it, really.I'm sorryI disappointed you.I didn't know,How much I meant to you.If only I knew earlier, I would have tried to meetyour expectations.If you're reading this,Please give me a chance to explain myself,And let you know how important you are to me too.

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I really can't sit still. It's been 2 months and still we have not started on the job yet. The compliance side had been very ineffcient as many details were not finalised yet. By right, the moment we join the company, shouldn't every admin aspect of the job be finalised already, not "still in process of finalising details."The first month was supposed to be the training month, whereby we were not

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The Paradoxical Commandmentsby Dr. Kent M. KeithPeople are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.Love them anyway.If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.Do good anyway.If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.Succeed anyway.The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.Do good anyway.Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.Be honest and

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It's really irritating.. the kind of skepticism people have towards my job.. Everyone who's doing this job must be really bad meh? Or is this job so challenging that seldom will there be people who exceled in it? Then surely I must show others how wrong they are! Unemployment rate is high cos of lousy economy? Are we aboslutely sure it's not because Singaporeans are picky and choosy? Or is it

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Today, my boss expressed his disbelief that I actually managed to CONvince him to hire me on the spot at the end of the interview.Grins.Major conmaster on the loose.

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Now playing: Bobby Vinton - Mr Lonelyreally liked the song playing on the radio right now, Mr Lonely. Can't find the new version by Akon, so have to resort to the original version. Somehow, I identify to the song.Love is a luxury I can't afford, and can only yearn for.鱼说：你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。水说：我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中。

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u are a freak. they look at you cos u are a freak... no matter what. you are a freak.but you can't choose your looks, you are born with it. no matter what, just accept your looks. you can't choose your looks.those you know, they are tactful. they dont tell you.those you don't know, they stare at you. but still they don't tell you.you are just a fucking freak. accept it.

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quite true... really... can't help but blogit..For the true Cancerian, love has a lot to do with security. It also has to do with affection, kindness and sympathy and, if the moment is right, intense passion. But most of all, love has a lot to do with Mother. If Cancer becomes truly involved, then Mother enters the scene - although, hopefully, in a psychological sense and not literally. Cancers

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Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)by Baz LuhrmannLadies and Gentlemen of the class of '99...Wear SunscreenIf I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience? I will dispense this advice now.Enjoy the power and beauty

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yup, i have MIA.been busy since I started work on 28th Feb.Stifled by my work.I need to breathe.I wanted to blog. But I cant afford the time.Soon...

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yes, i did this test again. this time round, it's a different one. both results showed that i'm left brained dominant. and it seems that both my percentages are quite close. will that make me perfect?lots of things to update on my blog... but been busy. check out often for my upcoming entry update. :)You Are 60% Left Brained, 40% Right BrainedThe left side of your brain controls verbal ability,

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Spent a few hours surfing deviantART.Felt the urge to pick up my camera again.Had the impulse to trot the globe taking photos.Memory card spoilt.No money.Too many commitments.

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Your passion sign: LibraMars in Libra bestows upon you an ability to express any anger or aggressive tendencies with tact, charm and diplomacy. You probably don't enjoy conflict and may even go out of your way to avoid it. Your flexibility and balanced outlook make you an easygoing, co-operative partner. You direct much of your energy toward relationships and friendships. You are gracious and

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I forgot to add the most important quote in MDWAV3.况天佑:“怎么了，不开心吗？有一件事我们不知道能不能做到。和你相识的日子虽然不是很久，但是经历的太多了。这段日子里你给我最大的体会是，原来时间根本就没有意义。就算让你做了僵尸可以长生不老又怎么样呢？到头来还是要寂寞一生，比死更加难受。相反短暂的相遇，有时可以另人死而无憾。小玲，答应我，让我们忘了这个世界有时间的存在，忘了有生死离别，甚至是生命的长短。我们唯一要做的就是~珍惜现在。就算下一秒是世界末日，只要在一下还没到，这些就都不是事实，事实只有一个，就是~至少这一刻，我们都还在一起~！”The most unforgettable scene:背景音乐，小提琴乐，深情凄凉（倒在天佑的怀里）小玲：虽然我们在一起的日子不是很长，但实在发生了太多的事，它让我明白了一件事，原来时间真的毫无意义，

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The ghoulish hours haveseeped into my life,wrecked my only solace at nitethe slumber i beg fordrifts away as my thoughts run for milesnonchalance is bliss but for how long?By a friendAfter the thaw.Ahole left gaping.An eerie emptiness.Out it flows.Emotion & pain.My heart is achingMy soul is dying.by a friend

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just want to spread the awareness about cruelty to animals. Very cruel... it was still crying when... Those who can't stand bloody stuff please dont watch... I can't finish watching it too. The link:http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

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After the meeting with dean on wed, i had decided to leave the past behind me. After some grooming, I feel better about myself. These 2 things combined to become the catalyst to pick myself up. I could feel the old me coming back. No, not the old me. Rather, a new me that's regained confidence n grown stronger. Guessed I learnt a lot these past few years, through the hard way definitely, but

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Bend And Breakby KeaneWhen you, when you forget your nameWhen old faces all look the sameMeet me in the morning when you wake upMeet me in the morning then you'll wake upIf only I don't bend and breakI'll meet you on the other sideI'll meet you in the lightIf only I don't suffocateI'll meet you in the morning when you wakeBitter and hardened heart,Oh,Aching,Waiting for life to start,Meet me in

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False hopes arising yet again...I really want to move on after wednesday's meeting. But I am given false hopes again.As some of you will know, I've been corresponding with this person, A.A @ 16-02-2005, 02:11 PM ahh wed means now... asleep last night le.. hmm well.. not much tatic in talking to him... more like i just told him what i feel and well.. what i really want.. and sorta stood my ground.

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佛说爱心向佛，便有了佛。有了佛，便能与他对话。　　　　　 我是个虔诚的人，问佛：“ 请告诉我可以同性相爱吗？”　　　　　　佛 语：“为什么不可以？”　　　　　　我问：“但世人不认为这样啊。”　　　　　　佛语：“世人？”　　　　　　我疑惑了：“是啊！怎么了”　　　　　　“那是世人根本很多都不知道真爱罢。”佛答。　　　　　　“真的吗？”　　　　　　 佛语：“是啊，我给你说个事实吧。”　　　　　　“ 好的。”　　　　　　“曾经有一位向佛的王子，但他禁不住情欲的诱惑，放不下感情的包裹，因为有一个很爱很爱他的女孩。”佛说“有一天，他来到我面前问我该怎么做，我问他那个女子是不是真的很爱他，他说是的，很爱很爱，不管发生什么事都一样爱。”　　　　　　“然后呢？”我问。　　　　“然后？没有然后了。”佛叹了一口气。　　　　　　“为什么？为什么没有然后？”我不信。　　　　　　“然后，王子就彻底归依释门了啊。”

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Encoding: unicode UTF-8僵尸1白素素：有时候有些人是你永远也不会忘记的，无论一百年也好，一千年也好，你以为自己完全忘记他了，但是不知道什么时候，或者在哪儿，他会无声无息地出现在你的脑海里，你以为自己可以一笑置之，但是眼泪已经流下来了。山本一夫：有时候选错了，比没有选择更痛苦。妙善上师：因由人种，果则由天定，人可以选择做一件事，或者不做，但结果必须自己承受，想躲都躲不了。就算有观音如来的神通，也无法改变天意。山本一夫：所以人们求神问佛，祈求指点迷津，目的是早点儿知道命运的结果。路本来在前面，不管答案如何，路只有一条，问题是这条路是生路？还是死路？妙善上师：生路或死路是自己选的，只是在选的时候你不知道，当大限临头的时候，你没想到结果是自己一手造成的。山本一夫：所以你结缘的目的是告诉人们，路是自己选的，要怨就怨自己，即使满天神佛，也只是无能为力的旁观者。僵尸2

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When you like a person, you like a person. Since when has liking a person become so complicated? (such as in my case)听人说：相爱不如相知 与其执着痴念 不如化为祝福 不要让你爱的人被你的爱所磨蚀 反过来 以你的爱 让他得到力量 展翅高飞假若真的有缘 就算分隔两地 心仍会在一起真正爱一个人 必定以他的幸福 当作是你的幸福若然有人 能比你给予他更大的幸福你就把他送到那里去

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Maybe we'll be better off as friends.That person after her is better than me in so many ways.She will be happier.Why destroy the friendship.

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Previously, I mentioned I want to move on and get a job.Then I talked about the interviews.Next, was the revelations.After that, I realised how tough it is for me to get a degree out there. I was quite traumatised. I thought I could move on. Yet I realised that everything that I worked for is going to come to naught, with no proper specialisation and no $$$.So I tried to talk to the dean, even

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There is this cashier that started working at the Cheers store near my place a few months ago. I took note of her because of some of her distinct features and I thought she took notice of me too. Then just now, she asked me, smiling, "Hey you live around here? This is the first time I see you."What? You mean you haven't notice me around? Or do I look so different after CNY that she couldn't

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Finally, the much dreaded CNY period, coupled with the gossipy aunties, has passed. Though it was obvious that I put on weight compared to last year, they commented that I lost weight! Also, they said I became prettier, and my legs are so long.. yadda yadda yadda.. I wonder how much of what they said can be believed.Nothing much except that this year, relatives from my mum's side decided to

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When I reached home, I took a glance at my luohan, waiting for it to acknowledge my presence.But it continued to gaze into blank space. Fine. Can't help it if it was blur.After I changed, I went to look for it again. This time round, as per normal, it swam at high speed towards me, excited. But this time round, it swam too fast! It knocked straight into the glass with a loud bang and half of its

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Neutral:Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the world in a negative or positive way and you'll never judge or assume a situation- you just look at the facts. People like you are peaceful and accepting.What color do you see the world in?brought to you by Quizilla

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Whenever I meet new people in my community, there's always this introduction and people will always try to put you in a suitable label. How frustrating is that?Do I look like this?Or this?Even cans are labelled according to their contents, not their appearance. Then why are people so eager to label themselves by their appearance? I decide to dig out my friend, Sophir's blog entry. She echoed my

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From my friend's blog. Since I haven't been going for service for so long, I think what she wrote was very very useful to me. So I'm gonna put it down to remember it. =)Big people are GENEROUSBig people are ACCEPTING of differencesBig people FORGIVE and FORGET easilyBig people EMPOWER others to be successfulBig people do not try to be BIG PEOPLEBig people treat LITTLE PEOPLE wellBig people

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"If you're happy, I'm happy." I tell my friends occasionally.Their usual reply,"You so easily happy one ah?"Why not? I hate to see my friends sad, depressed or troubled. When I see them smile, I feel happy for them. Momentarily, all my problems are forgotten. Their smiles, like sun rays beaming through dark clouds, warms my heart. Thus, I am happy too. It's just that simple.Actually, most of the

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yes, brand new layout for a brand new year! I just can't stay with one layout for long. The pic used here is drawn by my friend, Huiyuan. Ha yea, it's a pic of me. I promised to use her pic for one of my blog skins and finally got to it.In case you're wondering what wonkey means, it's me. Coined by the ever lovely Ms Wong Huiyuan. now feeling: old coffee makes me sick.

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恭喜发财If life is a meal, love is the dessert. You can crave for it, but it's not essential. But you can't do without the main course. Sometimes I long for the dessert, especially when it's my type. But I can't afford it. I have only enough for a main course, but the devil in me keeps telling me to skip it and get the dessert, though knowing full well that it's bad diet.After my last relationship

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Something I saw on my friend-who-treated-me-like-an-idiot's girlfriend's fridae profileWhat I find important in a relationship : Jayne's Law: Rule no.1: Accept her flaws and live with it 24hrs a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. Rule no.2: Always trust her. No matter what. Rule no. 3: Listen to people who advise you to break up. If you're still strong enough to continue loving her, you are

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Dog people are loyal and honest and obedient, guardians of the house at night. They can be counted on to keep secrets and for always doing the right thing. They can be emotionally distant and do not mix well in social gatherings where they are often seen as wallflowers. They do better with one-on-one relationships and find happiness in the happiness they bring to others, such as finding the most

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You Are 48% Femme and 52% Butch!80 - 100% Femme - You're the girly girl of the century. Or Clay Aiken.60 - 79% Femme - Girl? Almost certainly. If not, you've got some major man boobs going on.40 - 59% Femme - Girl or guy? Even your best friends can't figure this one out.20 - 39% Femme - You are likely male, or the toughest, scariest lesbian around.0 - 19% Femme - You are 100% male. You make

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I attached my photo to my resume. One recruiter called me and said I look very cheerful, which is what they are looking for. Gee, they like my face, ok no, they like the photo of me. How ego soothing....

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Fake it till you make it.

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I was corresponding with this person, A, in a forum through private messages. Some of our exchanges. A @ 10-01-2005, 10:17 PM "hello. i just happened to see your thread on being kicked out of ntu. i am sorry to hear that. actually i am in the same situation as you. i also didnt do well for the past 3 sesm and got myself kicked out too. and my appeal has been rejected. but i am currently still

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As what melissa said,"Fake it till you make it!"

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frantically in search of sad, melancholic songs to further aggravate my mood.

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yes! I totally adore britpop and I'm going crazy over the Brit Awards nominees!! Hear the wonderful numbers by them here. The 25th BRIT Awards 2004 will take place at London’s Earls Court on Wednesday 9 February 2005. Of course, if you're more interested in America's Grammys, here are the Nominees. This time round, I'm biased, as you can see. Haha. But I figure I will watch the Grammys as well

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Freudian Inventory ResultsOral (20%) you appear to be stubbornly and irrationally against receiving help even when it might be the more intelligent option. Anal (46%) you appear to have a good balance of self control and spontaneity, order and chaos, variety and selectivity. Phallic (36%) you appear to have negative issues regarding sexuality and/or have an uncertain sexual identity. Latency (46%

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I found my IC! Together with my wallet that I thought was lost 4 months ago! Thank God! No need to pay $300 to make a new one!! Where did I find it? Under my bed. Besides my wallet, I managed to find my missing sock, towel, blanket, etc... I think I'm getting luckier. Just a few hours ago, I was fretting over the replacement of my IC, and now I found it! What number should I buy ah?

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Finally pulled myself to start applying for some jobs. Went on to JobsDB.com and started clicking. Felt really lousy and apprehensive as most jobs are either beyond my reach or so lowly paid I'll be better off working in a hawker centre or the neighbourhood kopitiam. Requirements: Diploma/Degree in any discipline. That really sucked. I was left with no other choice but to try and find jobs

hypnotic monkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02670714581054719739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9396618.post-1106883232779225182005-01-28T11:32:00.000+08:002005-01-28T11:33:52.780+08:00

An entry I wrote in my other blog.

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Some people said I should have a rough idea of what my plans are, don't I? At first when I knew abt it, I was at a loss. I wasn't in a rude shock, but still I was in some kind of a shock. I didn't know what to do. With a pathetic 'A' level cert, what kind of job can I get? I was flipping through the papers today and realised that I couldn't qualify for any of the jobs I was interested in.

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It's funny.. When "it" first got to me, I ignored my sadness to try to salvage the situation, think of solutions.. And people said I don't feel remorseful at all. Sometime somehow, my will broke down and my feelings overtook my head.. I dwelled in my sorrow and people complained, again. You just can't please everyone eh? No, whatever I'm doing, it's definitely not me to try and please everyone

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You Have A Type A- Personality A- You are one of the most balanced people around. Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want. You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back. Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds. Do You

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You scored as Visual/Spatial. You probably feel at home with the visual arts, maps, charts, and diagrams. You tend to think in images and pictures. You learn best by looking at pictures and slides, watching videos or movies, and visualizing. People like you include sculptors, painters, surgeons and engineers. Visual/Spatial 75% Logical/Mathematical 68%Intrapersonal 68%Verbal/Linguistic 61%

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Why is escapism good? You don't have to face your problems. You can live happily in your own self-deluded world. No worries. No sorrow. No pressure. However, no matter where you hide, your problems will always find you. You hide. You put them off. But they will come right in your face again. I want to hide in my own little world. If only I live in a world where there's no money, and I don't need

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Behold the future Einstein! What Famous Leader Are You? personality tests by similarminds.com

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"What to do?" "What to do?" "What are your plans?" "What are your plans?" Everybody is asking me that. I don't know too... I don't know... Can I not think about it? click on pic to see larger image.

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A moment of silence for my red ranchu. It died on sat morning. I was rather upset by it. I bought 6 goldfish on Thursday evening. On Friday night, I wanted to add in the sponge, so I off the powerhead. Then I had a heated argument with my mum, and in a fit of anger, I went straight to bed. I slept for about 3 hours plus, realised I was tossing and turning in bed, and got up. As always, I went

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click on pic to see larger image. all i want to do is just lay down on my bed, curled up in my duvet....close my eyes.. fall to sleep.. and dream beautiful dreams.. so i will never have to wake up...

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by Everclear I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten Make everything be wonderful again Hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad Hear them scream, I hear them fight

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